I am incredibly awkward and negative.
I get attached easily, and I hold on for too long.
I don’t like opening up to people. Most 5 year old children can express their feelings better than me.
I hide behind my fake smiles.
I'm terrified of being hurt.
I tend to act older than I am.
I'm probably one of the most difficult people you will ever meet.
But I can be sweet.
I'm a great listener.
I'll guard your secrets with my life.
I will never judge you based on your mistakes, and I'll love you as much as I can.
I can be, if you let me, one of the best things in your life.
I was born to be stubborn, to be a little bit bitchy, to push people, to push myself.
I was taught never to take life for granted, to live a little, to love with everything I had, to never give up, to believe in myself, but most of all, to fight for myself.
When I say that I don't really care, I'm not trying to convince you, I'm trying to convince myself.
In all honesty, I don't think people change. At the end of the day, you're who you are, and probably who you have always been.
I like living.
I have sometimes been wildly, despairingly, acutely miserable, racked with sorrow; but through it all I still know quite certainly that just to be alive is a grand thing.
I think maybe the reason I have spent most of my life being afraid is that I have been trying to prepare myself, to train my body for real fear when it comes.
I don't do crowds.
I love thunderstorms and rain.
I'd like you to fall for me but it would soon turn lousy and wrong.
I mean what I say.
I don't care about money.
I just want to be wonderful.
Just once, I want to be hard to leave.
I want someone staying up all night thinking only of me.
It's like I'm waiting for something specific, but I'm not sure yet what it is.
Stars make me smile, because everytime I see one, I feel hope. Hope that tomorrow is a new day, with a new feeling. That something different, better, is out there waiting. Everyone wishes on stars with the same hope.
I've always avoided fights, but I stand up for what I believe in.
I make jokes.
I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation.
I pretend to want things I don't want, and I pretend not to want things I do want.
No one gets hurt. Except me.
The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don't know what I want.
I am not afraid to take risks, I’m afraid the risk won’t be worth it.
I talk like I know what's going on, but I don't.
I don't know anything.
I'm young and I'm gonna screw-up a lot.
I'm gonna keep changing my mind but never what's in my heart.
Call me a nerd, call me a geek, call me a freak, but I love books. They're a whole different world that you can escape to anytime or anywhere. You can get lost in them for hours, just reading. But most importantly, after reading it once, you know the ending. And it doesn't change.
Music expresses my inner feelings even when I don't want anyone to know what's behind my smile.
I think sometimes the silence is beautiful, but sometimes it has the tendency to drive me to a lonely state of insanity.
I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.
Most of the time, I was a shy kid and I was afraid what I said sounded stupid, so I hardly ever said anything.
I thought maybe my silence would one day impress somebody. As of yet, it hadn't done much for me.
I guess you can say I'm complicated, but I'd rather be difficult than easy any day.
I've been messed with, let down, and played too many times.
I wonder what people think of me too much.
My heart is big, but I have my selfish moments.
Every song on my ipod has a special memory or a regret behind it.
I don't like going through old pictures because I miss what used to be.
I tend to over think things and trust way too many people.
I have the people I'd love to pack up and leave with, and there are some people I wish would just disappear.
I don't cry very often, but when I do, I can't stop.
I have dark days.
I hate the word goodbye and I wish it didn't exist.
I hate liars, though I lie myself.
I have secrets hidden that even I don't know.
I'm still finding things out about myself, so don't be quick to judge me, because I've not even worked it out.
I've learned that no matter how much you care, some people dont deserve you.
I've learned that it takes years to build up trust and it only takes suspicion, not proof to destroy it.
I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others, they are probably more screwed up than you think.
I've learned that the people you care about in life are taken away from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.
It's taken me awhile, but I'm learning that letting go of the past is a good thing.
It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on, and you can't enjoy the present when you're stuck in the past.
I believe that we are who we choose to be.
Nobody's going to come and save you; you've got to save yourself.
Nobody's going to give you anything; you've got to go out and fight for it.
Nobody knows what you want; except for you.
And nobody will be as sorry as you if you don't get it; so don't give up on your dreams.
I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories.
I want to embrace them, cherish them, and never forget that they come so few and far between.
I know that wherever life takes me, these moments will always follow.
They remind me of what's truly important.
It’s not just life, but living.
It’s the journey, the destination, and all the points in between.
Right now, I’m working on figuring out who I am.
I know it will probably never be good enough, but I can’t continue to be a stranger in my own skin.
I'm scared of not being enough: not smart enough; not funny enough; not pretty enough.
I like rambling.
You proberly just found out more about me than you ever wanted to know.
I am one of a kind.
