I wake up every morning, pretend I'm fine without you and go about my life like nothing is wrong. Then I go home, get into bed and then realise how terrible everything is - how much I miss you and how much I still care when I shouldn't. I think about how not-fine I really am. And then I cry. Then somewhere amidst the tears I fall asleep. Then I wake up and think 'Today will be better.' I wake up and pray the day will be better. When really, really the same day just replays over and over again. I just want it to stop. I just want to be happy.
I hope one day to inspire someone with the words I write on this page...
To help them through the difficult times in their life...
To make someone feel they aren't alone...
To maybe change someones life for the better...
But I hope for his sake he never reads this...
Monday, October 18, 2010
'thirtysix
I wake up every morning, pretend I'm fine without you and go about my life like nothing is wrong. Then I go home, get into bed and then realise how terrible everything is - how much I miss you and how much I still care when I shouldn't. I think about how not-fine I really am. And then I cry. Then somewhere amidst the tears I fall asleep. Then I wake up and think 'Today will be better.' I wake up and pray the day will be better. When really, really the same day just replays over and over again. I just want it to stop. I just want to be happy.
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