fivehundred'four

Sometimes I just feel so lost, so out of place. You know what I mean? Like when you wake up in the morning, but you feel more at home when you're asleep. When you go to places you've gone your entire life, and you look around at everyone and you realise that you're someone you don't belong. When you're driving down those roads, wondering if twenty years from now you'll still be driving these same roads. Sometimes when we become too lost, we fear every move we make. Because more often then not, those who are lost do not know where they are going, or even why they are going; they just know they have to keep on going. And when things have been going wrong for too long, they feel there is something being done wrong, so they travel in circles. Relapse after relapse. Right turn, wrong turn. Another right, but another wrong. They are in search of something to fill the empty space in their hear from the absence of something lost. And most of the time we find ourselves lost mearly because we were looking for something that is long gone.