I hope one day to inspire someone with the words I write on this page...
To help them through the difficult times in their life...
To make someone feel they aren't alone...
To maybe change someones life for the better...

But I hope for his sake he never reads this...

Thursday, August 18, 2011

fivehundred'fiftyone



There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted visions of people who embrace life.

fivehundred'fifty



If we fall in love because someone makes us laugh, what happens when we no longer find them funny? If we fall in love because someone is beautiful, what happens when that beauty fades? If we fall in love because someone can provide for us, what happens when they lose their wealth? Because love defies all reasons. When you truly love someone, you can't just find a reason.

fivehundred'fourtynine



Everyone once in a while, people step up. They rise above themselves. Sometimes they surprise you, and sometimes they fall short. Life is funny sometimes. It can push pretty hard, but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, in the bars of a song, and in the eyes of someone you love. And if you are really lucky, I mean if you're the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love will love you back.

Wednesday, August 17, 2011

fivehundred'fourtyeight



But aren't you supposed to learn from your mistakes? I don't consider this a mistake, I just wish the story didn't end this way, because I'm still in love with the person who helped me write it.

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

fivehundred'fourtyseven



And more than anything, I wish you were here. I just wanna crawl in my bed and stay there until you come back. I miss you so much.

fivehundred'fourtysix



We think we know who we are, but we don't. Not until something bad happens to us.

Monday, August 15, 2011

fivehundred'fourtyfive



My theory was that if I kept my distance,
maybe you would see what you're missing.
You didn't.

fivehundred'fourtyfour



It's just how she lives; loving all the wrong people, and wishing for all the wrong things.

fivehundred'fourtythree



Loneliness as a situation can be corrected, 
but as a state of mind it is an incurable illness.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

fivehundred'fourtytwo



You don't always have to get rid of the pain. 
Sometimes you just have to get used to it.

fivehundred'fourtyone



Warning: I have a tendency to push people away in order to find out who really cares. I've figured out this is a terrible habit because I rarely find anyone who cares enough to come back and fight for me or something. 

fivehundred'fourty



I'm not sure about much and I struggle to explain the way I feel. I don't open up to anyone and I always keep my heart locked away. But somehow, you made it leap out of my chest. Somehow, you got me to tell you my deepest, darkest secrets. And somehow, I fell in love with you..

fivehundred'thirtynine



All the things that surround me, all the things I have. And yet I am still so empty. The only thing that's missing is you. It's amazing how much one person can really affect your life.

fivehundred'thirtyeight



I love music, I really do. And I love how some songs are like, medicine for your soul. I mean even though sometimes you feel like you could cry, you just feel lucky to be alive. Like, I'm sitting here and I can actually feel my heart aching because the words are just so damn true. It's sad but at the same time it's such a great feeling.

Friday, August 12, 2011

fivehundred'thirtyseven



I want to hate you. I want to feel like there is no one in this world that I despise more than you and there is no one that I would rather see being hit by a bus. But all I can feel is this pain and regret, and despite all of that: I want you back more than anything in the world right now.