onehundred'seventyone

There's always going to be that one thing you can't have and can't change. 
That one mistake that you can't take back. 
And the one memory that you would do absolutely anything in the world, to have again...

onehundred'seventy

I’ve learned this past year. I've changed, I've grown. Maybe things do happen for a reason, maybe they don't. But no matter what, they still happen. That's what we need to remember. I learned to stop analysing things, to just let them happen. And if I get hurt, or if something bad happens, then it happens. There's nothing I can do to change that. I've learned to go with my gut, and that it's okay to make mistakes because the ones that matter, won't care. I've learned that love really is as great as they say it is. I've learned that your friends can save you from your worst enemy: yourself. And most importantly, I've learned that today is all we have.

onehundred'sixtynine

If you asked me a year ago, I would have told you what you wanted to hear. Now I know that I can't please everyone, and I'm sorry if that hurt your feelings. I can't make myself unhappy to please you, and I won't try.

onehundred'sixtyeight

Don't tell me you know how it feels. 
Don't tell me what you understand. 
Don't tell me what you're going through is the same as this. 
Just don't, don't attempt to make this better. 
And don't you dare tell me you care. 
Don't lie to me, I've had enough of your bullshit. 
I'm living for myself now. 
You're gone. 
In one ear and out the other, our time has come and passed. 
I just hope you're happy now.

onehundred'sixtyseven

There's so many people I wish I could talk to. The words I want to say are lost. I am not a social person. I stumble and I don't know how to keep others entertained. I wish I did.

onehundred'sixtysix

Too many times we put our hearts on the line,
hoping that this it's going to be different.
Too many times we play the waiting game,
because we are too afraid of making decisions.

onehundred'sixtyfive

Eventually I'll just fade away into the background, and only when you're abandoned by all your friends, you'll notice that I'm not there anymore. Thanks for caring.

onehundred'sixtyfour

I have rebuilt the wall with reinforced concrete and steel.

onehundred'sixtythree

All the words that just came out of your mouth may well have been bullets from a gun. 
That would have hurt less.

onehundred'sixtytwo

All the time I spend with you I feel like you're judging me. I regret everything I say because I know you won't think it's good enough, or you'll think I'm stupid for saying. Sometimes I wish you'd just accept me for who I am, and not who you think I should be.

onehundred'sixtyone

The only thing that put a smile on my face today was the song that played and reminded me of you.

onehundred'sixty

You've got to think about all the things you like and decide whether they're worth sticking around for. And if they are, you'll find a way to do this. "And what if I don't?" Then you go away. And you don't get to like anything anymore.

onehundred'fiftynine

And she hates how she stays up half the night,
analyzing his every word, trying to find out if he’s
fallen for her as hard as she’s fallen for him.

onehundred'fiftyeight

It's funny sometimes, how one small thing can trigger some of the most agonizing feelings, memories, emotions. It's horrible, just when you think you've escaped it all, thrown it away and left it all behind you the feelings creep back up unannounced and turn you upside down and inside out.

onehundred'fiftyseven

You were my friends and I had the best times of my life with you.
But these days, all this, all the stars you reached for, all the things you ached for,
you've got them and you don't even know it.
And all your fulfilled dreams have made you do, is try and rip each other to pieces.
Your hopes dipped in bitterness. That's why I hate it.