I hope one day to inspire someone with the words I write on this page...
To help them through the difficult times in their life...
To make someone feel they aren't alone...
To maybe change someones life for the better...

But I hope for his sake he never reads this...

Saturday, April 30, 2011

threehundred'twentynine



Something still exists as long as there's someone around to remember it.

threehundred'twentyeight



Sometimes late at night it just hits me. This is my life an I can do whatever I want.

threehundred'twentyseven



The reason I stopped being a friend
is because you've never been one.

threehundred'twentysix



Things don't always change with a bang. Sometimes they change so gradually that you can't clearly pinpoint the last moment they were truly the same.

threehundred'twentyfive


I've learned that you can keep going long after you think you can't.

Friday, April 29, 2011

threehundred'twentyfour



You know why it's hard to be happy? It's because we refuse to let go of the things that make us sad.

threehundred'twentythree



That's what life is about. Those moments when you feel entirely carefree, like nothing can touch you. It's those moments that make the hard parts so worth it. It's moments like that that make this heartache bearable. 
I know it'll pass - my moments will come.

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Tuesday, April 26, 2011

threehundred'twenty



I've learned you can never expect anything from anyone,
no matter who it is.
The second you expect something from someone,
you're setting yourself up for heartbreak.

threehundred'nineteen



There are two reasons why people don't talk about something: Either it doesn't mean anything to them, or it means everything.

threehundred'eighteen



I want things to be more than okay. For you to say what you mean and mean it. I want this tension, this awkwardness to be gone. I still want you, but I know that ship has sailed. At the very least, I just want something other than this.

threehundred'seventeen


Sometimes people are so mad that they take it all out on you, not thinking that you might be hurting too...

Sunday, April 24, 2011

Thursday, April 21, 2011

threehundred'fifteen



So you go back, you always go back to the last point when you were happy. And you hang on.

threehundred'fourteen



My rule is to just be who I am. Sometimes I don't take my own advice, but I know that no matter what, I can be happy with continuing forward.

threehundred'thirteen



My old friends said I've changed so much.
Well here's the honest truth. I grew up.
I stopped letting people push me around.
I learned that you can't always be happy.
I accepted reality.

threehundred'twelve



Sometimes it's hard to see the lines we've drawn until we've crossed them.
That's when we rely on the ones we love to pull us back & give us something to hold on to. 

Then there are the clearly marked lines.
The ones that if you dare cross, you may never find your way back.

threehundred'eleven



The finest kind of friendship is between people who expect a great deal of each other but never ask.

Wednesday, April 20, 2011

threehundred'ten



I'm tired of being alone, I'm tired of seeing happiness walk right by. I'm tired of crying over something that I know isn't worth crying over. Why can't I convince myself that that's true?

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

threehundred'nine



Some people pass through your life and you never think about them again. Some you think about and wonder what ever happened to them. Some you wonder if they ever wonder what happened to you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

threehundred'eight



More than anything I think I hate the feeling of being
lonely the most. You know the feeling of being invisible
in a crowded room? Well yeah I feel like I'm dying where
everyone else is having a fucking party.

threehundred'seven



Sometimes people think they know everything, the right answer, what your gonna do tomorrow, what time your gonna hit the pillows tonight, who your gonna text the next five minutes, but nobody knows anything about you.

threehundred'six


In periods of rapid personal change, we pass through life as though we are spell cast. We speak in sentences that end before finishing. We sleep heavily because we need to ask so many questions as we dream alone. We bump into others and feel bashful at recognizing souls so similar to ourselves.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

threehundred'five


there's just something about you that i'm scared to lose because i know i won't find it in anyone else.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

threehundred'four


I was looking out the car window today
and I realized I'm starting to miss you a lot again.
It's funny how out of nowhere you came to mind.
The truth is, I wish you were here again.

Sunday, April 10, 2011

threehundred'three



Waiting is the most important thing that we can do for the one we love. But it proves me one thing, as it goes, it can also change our minds.

threehundred'two



There's a story behind every person. There's a reason why they're the way they are. They aren't just like that because they want to be. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it's impossible to fix.

threehundred'one



I don't care how far you are from me, or how long it's been since we talked. I don't care how mad I got at you, or how mad you've been at me, you're still you thats what matters most to me and I'm never gonna give that up.

threehundred


A conversation is a risk. A real conversation changes the people who have it. It's about exchanging ideas, considering other opinions, shifting positions. That's why conversations are so difficult: you risk changing yourself, admitting you were wrong, coming to appreciate the other person's perspective.

Friday, April 08, 2011

twohundred'ninetynine



because sometimes, forgetting is easier on the heart.

twohundred'ninetyeight



I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it's going to be okay. When you're hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there's those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can't be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. 


I need more of those moments.

Tuesday, April 05, 2011

twohundred'ninetyseven



Memory is an abstract painting. It doesn't present things as how they are, but rather as how they feel.

twohundred'ninetysix



This is the problem with getting 'attached' to someone. When they leave, you just feel lost.

twohundred'ninetyfive


And I wanna believe you when you tell me that it'll be ok, yeah I try to believe you...
but I don't.

twohundred'ninetyfour


I kinda miss the bond we shared. I mean, who wouldn't miss that comfortable feeling with a person? 

Where we could talk for hours about everything, anything, and not have a problem with the silence in the middle. 
I can't forget all the ridiculous stuff we did. Stupid or not, everything was just so fun. Endless nights, real talks, the "remember whens", I remember it all. And it's funny what life does, how it could just give you things and take it away so soon. I really can't get it out of my head that you grow distant from people and that good things come to an end sooner or later. 
But along the way, I learned one good thing about life; it goes on, you just gotta pick yourself up and learn to keep up.

Sunday, April 03, 2011

twohundred'ninetythree



So I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. But even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there. We can still do things. And we can try to feel okay about them.

twohundred'ninetytwo



I thought I knew you. But I guess it's easier to see what we want than to look for the truth. You think you know me but you don't.

twohundred'ninetyone



Sometimes when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

twohundred'ninety


It’s not easy, is it? Fighting for something you could have had and wondering if maybe it's already too late.

twohundred'eightynine



I can't promise to fix all your problems, but I can promise you won't have to face them alone

twohundred'eightyeight


One of the reasons people cling to their hates so stubbornly is because they sense, once hate is gone, they will be forced to deal with pain.

Friday, April 01, 2011

twohundred'eightyseven



A girl can only handle so much, until she breaks down,
looks away, and says "I can't do this anymore"

twohundred'eightysix



I guess it's because I can't help but to remember everything. I mean, you see somebody and you think about all they've ever said and done. The good and the bad. It all comes back to you, and it feels so right and hurts so bad all at once.